22 julho 2013











penso na morte
mas sei que continuarei vivo no epicentro das flores
no abdómen ensanguentado doutros-corpos-meus
na concha húmida de tua boca em cima dos números mágicos 
anunciando o ciclo das águas e o estado do tempo

a memória dos dias resiste no olhar dum retrato
continuo só
e sinto o peso do sorriso que não me cabe no rosto 
improviso um voo de alma sem rumo mas nada me consola 

é imprevista a meteorologia das paixões
pássaros minerais afastam-se suspensos 
vislumbro um corpo de chuva cintilando na areia

até que tudo se perde na sombra da noite... além 
junto à salgada pele de longínquos ventos












Al Berto























room in new york
edward hopper



















não tenho a certeza absoluta, mas acho que miles tocou este azul quando o vi no coliseu em 1989.












21 julho 2013









Penélope





Mais do que um sonho: comoção! 
sinto-me tonto, enternecido, 
quando, de noite, as minhas mãos 
são o teu único vestido.

E recompões com essa veste, 
que eu, sem saber, tinha tecido, 
todo o pudor que desfizeste 
como uma teia sem sentido; 
todo o pudor que desfizeste 
a meu pedido.

Mas nesse manto que desfias, 
e que depois voltas a pôr, 
eu reconheço os melhores dias 
do nosso amor.










David Mourão-Ferreira























La Seine à Courbevoie
Georges Seurat


















outro enocturno para as horas douradas:



The passage of time
Is flicking dimly up on the screen
I can't see the lines
I used to think I could read between
Perhaps my brains have turned to san

Oh me oh my
I think it's been an eternity
You'd be surprised
At my degree of uncertainty
How can moments go so slow.

Several times
I've seen the evening slide away
Watching the signs
Taking over from the fading day
Perhaps my brains are old and scrambled.

Several times
I've seen the evening slide away
Watching the signs
Taking over from the fading day
Changing water into wine.

Several times
I've seen the evening slide away
Watching the signs
Taking over from the fading day
Putting the grapes back on the vine.

(simultaneously with the last two verses, another voice sings another melody with different words, as follows:)

Who would believe what a poor set of eyes can show you
Who would believe what an innocent voice could do
Never a silence always a face at the door.

Who would believe what a poor set of ears can tell you
Who would believe what a weak pair of hands can do
Never a silence always a foot in the door.








20 julho 2013












[ a minha lisboa é mais triste do que a tua ]
(1913-2013)
requiescat in pace















Chegámos tarde a nós.
Eu tinha a pele gasta, o coração no fio.
Tu eras um longo muro de cimento areado
em que deixava a carne inteira
a caminho do encontro.

A primavera ficava-nos sempre
à esquerda, e tu cada vez mais
dentro de mim até não sentir nada,
até estares já do outro lado.
Para trás, a cova matinal na almofada,
o postal entre a leitura suspensa,
o número a chamar de um fantasma.

Se apagar as marcas de onde pousaste
a cabeça sobre a minha vida,
se ganhar novo espaço para o fôlego,
faz-me só um favor:
nunca mais me reconheças.








Inês Dias








[ lê-se e vê-se muito melhor aqui ]












[ um desejo chamado eléctrico ]










19 julho 2013













ava gardner
by sam lévin















Cake





i wanted one life

you wanted another

we couldn't have our cake

so we ate each other.








Roger McGough


















houve um tempo nos anos oitenta em que muito ouvi isto. e se os escritos políticos de green gartside parecem agora um pouco datados, a verdade é que as suas canções mantêm toda a frescura.



To do what I should do
To long for you to hear
I open up my heart
And watch her name appear
A word for you to use
A girl without a cause
A name for what you lose
When it was never yours

The first time baby that I came to you
For I'd do things that you want me to
The second time baby that I came to you
For oh you found my love for you
The third time baby that I came to you
Oh, oh, oh, I knew
The last time baby that I came to you
Oh how your flesh and blood became the word

A name the girl outgrew
The girl was never real
She stands for your abuse
The girl is no ideal
It's a word for what you do
In a world of broken rules
She found a place for you
Along her chain of fools

The first time baby that I came to you
For I'd do things that you want me to
The second time baby that I came to you
For oh you found my love for you
The third time baby that I came to you
Oh, oh, oh, I knew
The last time baby that I came to you
Oh how your flesh and blood became the word

Oh how
Your flesh and blood









18 julho 2013









“You put together two people who have not been put together before. Sometimes it is like that first attempt to harness a hydrogen balloon to a fire balloon: do you prefer crash and burn, or burn and crash? But sometimes it works, and something new is made, and the world is changed. Then, at some point, sooner or later, for this reason or that, one of them is taken away. And what is taken away is greater than the sum of what was there. This may not be mathematically possible; but it is emotionally possible.”







Julian Barnes





















[ lisboa ]










16 julho 2013









Eu amo agora
eu amo a linguagem eu amo
a boca materna
mas o que eu mais amo
é o caos a nudez
o corpo original o
animal que devora
o outro animal
que se deixa comer
pelo seu desigual

Amo a língua
porque só ela
a língua de carne
a carne incendiada
pode inventar
o canto e a voz
da fonte muda










Casimiro de Brito













mesmo os que não gostam do seu estilo musical reconhecem-lhe o valor de, numa indústria que faz e desfaz estrelatos do dia para a noite, ter permanecido no topo há trinta anos, nunca fugindo das polémicas e dos temas tabú, sempre a reinventar-se com a mesma energia de principiante absoluta - mas eu devo ser das poucas pessoas da minha geração para quem a menina madonna louise ciccone é totalmente indiferente. não me interessa como pessoa ou fenómeno e as suas canções, normalmente orientadas para a dança, nunca me atraíram. porém, toda a regra tem uma excepção: a-d-o-r-o esta pop-song, nada a fazer... e o belíssimo videoclip tem dois bónus: o ambiente e a atmosfera hi-tech japonesa, filmados numa espécie de preto&branco em tons de azul e a presença do grande ryuichi sakamoto no papel de realizador.




I feel it, it's coming

[chorus:]
Rain, feel it on my finger tips
Hear it on my window pane
Your love's coming down like
Rain, wash away my sorrow
Take away my pain
Your love's coming down like rain

When your lips are burning mine
And you take the time to tell me how you feel
When you listen to my words
And I know you've heard, I know it's real
Rain is what this thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your

[chorus]

When you looked into my eyes
And you said goodbye could you see my tears
When I turned the other way
Did you hear me say
I'd wait for all the dark clouds bursting in a perfect sky
You promised me when you said goodbye
That you'd return when the storm was done
And now I'll wait for the light, I'll wait for the sun
Till I feel your

[chorus]

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say, never go away

Waiting is the hardest thing
(It's strange I feel like I've known you before)
I tell myself that if I believe in you
(And I want to understand you)
In the dream of you
(More and more)
With all my heart and all my soul
(When I'm with you)
That by sheer force of will
(I feel like a magical child)
I will raise you from the ground
(Everything strange)
And without a sound you'll appear
(Everything wild)
And surrender to me, to love

Rain is what the thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your

Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like

[chorus]

Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like

Rain






15 julho 2013



[ este senhor festeja hoje 407 risonhos verões.
muitos parabéns rembrandt. estás na mesma. ]









auto-retrato
rembrandt van rijn
















e por vezes há autores que olham para trás e reconhecem que são parte de um caminho.
e por vezes é assim, surge um grande azul de onde menos se espera...



She came on the river
With a gift for me
I'm in way deep
That's how it has to be
It's hot in the desert
But I'm cool in the zone
People call me lucky
But I say you make your own

I'm on a roll
Yeah, I'm on a roll
I'm runnin' hot
Baby, am I hot or what?

This is outrageous
I got all kinds of stuff
Can I dodge bullets
And can I bluff
Hot shots keep on a' coming
Looking for a fight
But the names are going down
To the left and to the right

And I'm on a roll
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm on a roll
I'm runnin' hot
Baby, am I hot or what?

It gets dark at night
That's how it goes
It gets cold in winter
Don't be surprised if it snows
You wanna play Hold'em
With my friend Mr Chan
If you lose your stack, well
You sure can't blame the man

Ha! ha! ha!
Ha! ha! ha!
I'm runnin' hot
Baby, am I hot or what?

They play with me a while
I'll read 'em like a book
Let's go have a drink or two
And talk about the scalps I took
I got a big old stack
I had me a big old day
Tomorrow I go back
Gonna take it all the way

'Cos I'm on a roll
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm on a roll
I'm runnin' hot
Baby, am I hot or what?
I said I'm runnin' hot, baby
Baby, am I hot or what?




















autoportrait
gustave caillebotte