steven patrick morrissey escreveu uma canção que é em boa parte a minha auto-biografia: 

em tempos procurei um emprego, encontrei um emprego e o céu sabe como depois me senti miserável. 
e como lamento o tempo valioso que dei a pessoas para quem a minha vida (ou morte) não tinha qualquer valor.

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour

but heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job

and heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life

why do I give valuable time

to people who don't care if I live or die

Two lovers entwined pass me by

and heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job

and heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life

why do I give valuable time

to people who don't care if I live or die

What she asked of me at the end of the day

Caligula would have blushed

"You've been the house too long" she said

and I naturally fled

In my life

why do I smile

at people who I'd much rather kick in the eye

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour

but heaven knows I'm miserable now

"You've been the house too long" she said

and I naturally fled

In my life

why do I give valuable time

to people who don't care if I live or die